The Night of Jekyll and Hyde

On the night of my 21st birthday, I got so drunk that I actually can’t remember much of it at all.

I remember
Max
Flirting with Steph
Kissing Steph
Drinking the Andre
Committing in the tub
Taking a shower
Groping molly and attempting to finger her while we snuggled.
Trying to get Molly into a threesome with me and Steph

And that’s it.

I don’t like to think that the person who did those  things was me, what it was I can’t say for sure. A dark persona. Hidden motives laid bare. I want to drink again. This time alone in the house with a paper, pen and tub of water. Am I an alcoholic. Lord, please don’t let that be my fate. Is this the balance of my gifts? A dark shadow, a murky reflection?

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